Thursday, July 31, 2008
okie.. dis is a reali random post.. juz tot of dis.. whenever i am unhappy or gt angry, i wld always tell myself dat i cant be bothered.. n i will nvr msg u until u do or ask u whether when u r free n etc.. but most of the time, i cant keep it.. n i will msg u or i will ask.. i guess im reali stuck.. stuck in dis relationship alr.. n im reali stuck on u.. now i've become more considerate.. i wld learn hw to put myself in ur shoes n tink for u.. im reali glad for dis change(= i hope we both will continue to be so thoughful for each other n trust each other.. n onli den.. can our relationship last for long(= gambatek!!
dis is a nice song i've heard.. actuali dere isnt anytink besides e word stuck n some parts dat descriptions.. hahax.. enjoy!
STUCK- Stacie Orrico
I cant get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just cant seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
You kept me hanging on a string
Why you make me cry
I tried to give u everything
But you just give lies
I ain't trippin I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record
That's been skippin' in my head I keep singing
Yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?
I aint trippin I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck on you
kawaii!;
11:08 PM
i gt emo like all of a sudden.. mum n aunt was tokin bout the 7th mth.. n den dey gt to e topic of grandma.. i gt emo.. i recalled the scene whr she was dere bside at dis moment n e nxt moment she was gone.. do u noe hw dat feels like? i reali miss her.. miss hw she wld always defend me when my mum tell me off, hw she always praises me when i do well in my studies or do sumtink dat make her proud.. hw she wld scold mi though i mite nt like it but i understand cos i noe she care for me.. n dis yr she wun be here to celeb my bdae together alr unlike last year.. miss miss so much.. the song below reali reflect my mood nw.. esp e grandmother part.. Though she's no longer here beside us.. but i noe she's always with us..
BYE BYE
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didnt get it but you kept me alive
I didnt know why you didnt show up sometimes
Its something more than saying I miss you
But when we talked too
All them grown full things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
Theres so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face
Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still Ill give the whole world to see your face
And Im bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(Bye Bye 3x)
Bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good Ive done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
Its so hard to accept the fact youre gone forever
Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still Ill give the world to see your face
And Im bragging right next to you (?)
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
(bye bye bye bye bye bye 3x)
Bye bye
This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky cause we will never say bye
Chorus
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
I wish I could find a way try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still Ill give the world to see your face
And Im bragging right next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye
*i noe she"ll always be dere for me.. yes, i noe she will..
i feel much better aft cryin.. so much beta..
n yes.. i shld stay strong.. n i will..
hmm.. sry for dis emo post.. i will continue to smilez n stay tough(=
kawaii!;
10:23 PM
nw i shall blog about more recent stuffs.. i went gym wif jerry b4 sch yest.. i felt happy for e whole dae cos i exercised.. aft sch since dere was no poly50 trainin. i followed bryan's ideas grp to jp to get their stuffs.. i was bored u c..hahax.. in e end.. many more ppl came along.. edmund (daddy), yaoye,edward n joey(mummy).. hangin out wif classmates was fun.. crap alot n laugh like mad too..went to toy'r'us to get stuffs.. n i super dun like e staffs dere.. dat woman was like: u've to put ur bags at the counter.. den when we wanted to, she said: "come back ltr.. i've gt no more space for ur bags" i feel ly sayin wdh outloud at dat moment..but i guess it was juz her job..but when i saw sum1 coming out of the cashier counter..e wdh feelin came back again. hahax.. do we look like we steal? shall nt tok bout dat alr.. n finali went for lunch..i was freakin hungry.. it was ard 3 alr.. n i hvnt even had 1 meal.. discussed bout whr to eat.. den we changed frm 1 plc to another.. we all super indecisive can.. but im glad we didnt had to eat LJS.. thks so much cos im reali sick of it alr!! hahax.. crap even more while we were eating.. tok like about random things n bla bla bla.. until 4 plus we set off for home..travelled from jurong east to commonwealth with bryan, marathon n edmund on board.. crap whole journey thru.. damn funni lor..i reali had fun.. look forward to goin wif class ppl more often nw.. n i cant wait for e upcoming chalet.. HOLIDAYS pls come faster!! (= i gt a total of 9 blisters on both my feet.. guess it was cos i 4gt to wear socks.. hahax.. jocelyn bein dumb again.. i dun tink i wil ever forgt my socks again.. cos i dun wana break my own record of 9 blisters! how many of u can get dat in a dae? silly me!(=
bdae's comin in 2 daes time.. i cant wait.. cos im goin out with dear n oso family..dey say dey wana go K until wee morning.. hehez.. im excited! (=
kawaii!;
3:22 PM
boo!! i've been disappearin for quite a long while alr.. since like 2weeks ago?? wahahax.. blog rottin alr.. n nw i shall revive it(=
oh.. i say i will blog bout wad happen on fri rite? went out wif clique (dear, sammi, wl, tish n jmon) main purpose: to celeb sam's b'dae.. but it seems like a damn disappointin 1.. so sry! but for a gatherin it wld b like damn successful!! we went to eat at clarke quay.. n aft dat dear had to leave so left onli e 5 of us.. we went to "nature walk" somewhr at alexandra.. den had alot of chit-chats dere.. n it was dere whr we gave sammi's her card.. surprising can!i was like e 1 who design e card dis tym round with a lil' help frm dear.. (sam was always e 1 in e past..) n it was compiled with wishes n greetings from many of her friends.. i spent nights doin it.. as long as she like it, it's all worthwhile!! hahax(= took pictures alot alot.. but i dun hv it for e moment..upload nxt tym kkz? i reali miss all of them.. hope to hv more complete gatherings in future!
n on sat, i met dear aft partin with jerryn siti..wanted to watch movie at vivo or tiong.. but cos it was a sat,dere was alot of ppl den we didnt watch.. i was like super disappointed la.. *I WANA WATCH DARK KNIGHT! *aft dat mi n dear found a plc n sit dwn.. tok alot bout past n started camwhorin.. finali my dis fone gt our fotos.. hahax.. overall i conclude: im a happy girl!!
i love my dearest honey!! happy 21st mth/700daes (19/07/08)!
here are some of our cam-whore pics.. some onli o!! (= hehez..
time & date exactly e same! cool rite?(on e train)
act cute act cute!
say cheeze!!
i love him!!<3>
dear dear & darl
zi lian(=
kawaii!;
3:05 PM
Sunday, July 20, 2008
went out on fri wif clique n yest wif dear dear!! shall blog bout all dis another day.. gtg go mugged for econs ca2 nw.. im so dead.. i dun understand dat 2 chpts well la.. kampatek!! n my main purpose for dis post is to say:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA DARLING!!
may all ur wishes come true and enjoy ur bdae!! besties forever (=
kawaii!;
12:13 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008
im goin bonkers soon.. i reali hate bein a substitute!! wad do u take me for?? i reali feel lyk shoutin out loud sumtyms!! but this is life i guess..haiz.. okie ppl.. e person whom im tokin bout isnt who u all tink it is.. perhaps only a few will noe.. okie.. im done ventin my frustrations.. thks for listenin.. tatas!!
p.s i feel like a bitch... ...
kawaii!;
11:27 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
oh im here to blog bout mob lesson on tues.. it was games day!! that means no theory stuffs!! yeah!! hmm.. we had to play dis games called battle.. er sumtink la... i cant rmb alr.. but it was like super fun... we were split into 4 grps.. my grp consisted of bryan,yy, baba n yi xiu.. we battled agst jerri's grp.. we were like suppose to play dis game of guessin opponents wrds while dey guess ours.. e first round we won but eventually we didnt.. but it was fun.. is e process that mttrs rite? n our grps had so much fun dat we ask 4 an additional round just for e fun of it.. n since it was fun.. we didnt care n we started by callin alien alphabets out.. n i was like super high.. i even lyk came out wif e "change objective" idea.. instead of gettin e correct alphabets, we called for all e alphabets dat wldnt appear.. dis way.. is a u happy i happy situation.. cos both grps win.. omg.. cant believe i tot of that.. lame shit sia.. den halfway thru e game i tink is baba.. she wanted to change a wrd.. from zodiac to yaoye!! hahax.. den e grp had so much difficulty tinkin.. n dey came out with e wrd YODYA.. at least in e end we all had fun(= n i was lyk laughin non-stop thru out.. hahax.. funfun!! (=
kawaii!;
10:40 PM
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
boo!! im currently dwn with a throat infection n blocked nose!! argh.. im lyk so dead.. cos im so sure wad's gonna follow up.. which is fever.. act.. already gt a slight 1 on mon.. stupid throat.. n i wana clear my nose.. so irritatin.. all dis is killin mi.. ARGH!! )=
kawaii!;
12:00 AM
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
boo!! hahax.. im here to blog again.. hmm.. jus nw i cried while readin sum1's blog.. cant help being emo for awhile.. so im here to write this post.. u shld noe who im tokin bout.. hmm.. juz wana let u noe dat u're reali nt alone.. u might hv change abit.. but dat's common.. every1 do change, even i do.. but no mttr wad, u r still my dearest n i will also be one of ur close 1 still.. dun emo anymore kkz?? i wan e same "u" who's always cheerful and happy, e 1 who always bring joy to me(= i wan u to happy, onli den i will b happy too..rmb! i will always be wif u to share ur problems n sadness!! smilez!! I love u!! (= im feelin much beta nw(:
kawaii!;
9:20 AM