Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Specially dedicated to you!
We ended.. On a gd note i guess? At least there' s no hatred btwn us.. Although at the moment when u walk out of the door, it hurts real badly.. I still can feel the hug u gave me just now..it will still be there.. all the things we came across n went thru tgt will always remain n become wonderful memories that i will keep deep in my heart.. this is the first n last time i saw u let it out so thoroughly.. i will miss everything that have happened, everything that u hv gave me.. I will treasure it.. There's always a saying u will nvr noe how to treasure till u lose it.. I guess i understand it fully now.. Although i tried hard to think positively, hope that there's another solution n hope that there will be another chance.. But i noe u hv lost the courage to continue.. I kind of hope that u will understand that sentence now too.. No matter how i cant bear to let go, how i wish it was just a nightmare, it has came true.. If there was something i was able to do to make things better for us, it wld be to accept it n let go.. I noe u will feel more relief n u wun be so tired alr.. Im glad to noe that u still hv feelings for me, that's alr a comfort for me.. I will carry on with my life.. I promise i wun do anything silly n i will nvr do it.. I will try to stay strong.. U too take care n hope u will feel better soon! I LOVE YOU! guess it will be the last time i can say that outloud..
Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'
if only i can tell u that, the highlighted part..how i hope i can tell myself nth is impossible.. i reali want to tell u this.. but i guess it's nt possibe n on 2nd tot..wonder when u will ever see this..
kawaii!;
11:11 AM
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
i dare to say i attempted, i tried hard.. if putting a fullstop to will make u feel happier, i guess that's all i can do.. i dun wish for it to happen either.. it will be harder for me if anything is to happen n i guess i will fall real hard on this concrete ground we hv built.. can't blame any1 for things to go this way..or perhaps it was my temperament.. i dunno but i noe i still feel the same for u as before, i still do..
kawaii!;
1:24 AM
Friday, September 18, 2009
chance upon a blog just now.. saw a sentence that reali make sense.. when love becomes a habit, it wldnt be called love anymore.. although one may reali wanna keep him/her by their side, but knowing that the other party arent truly happy, it wld be better to let go isnt it? This is what LOVE is truly about.. Felt touched when i read it.. It truly make sense (=
kawaii!;
5:27 PM
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
i do feel the gap btwn us.. im sure u r aware of it too.. But i guess it's just for the moment, since we didnt get to spend much time tgt.. i noe i shld not feel sad now but instead believe n have faith in u.. That's exactly what i will do! Know u're going thru a busy period! hang on n gambatte my dear!! Loves(=
kawaii!;
11:12 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
feeling terrible now.. i had fever on sat- mon and now diahrroea or somethink that resembles it.. It's so terrible.. my stomach feels weak.. i watched my diet but it's still the same.. have no idea why.. argh.. suffering..
kawaii!;
11:45 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2009
i think what i need is more care n concern.. i need to noe u r there n i matters to u..
kawaii!;
12:18 AM