Saturday, October 31, 2009
Chosen not to hate or blame.. I can forgive but not believe anymore.. Yes, forget is the word for it now..
kawaii!;
2:19 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
Many things that have happen over these few mths has made me learn n seen through alot.. The past seems so insignificant, it has been forgotten.. Though i was left with alot of unanswered questions, but i know the answers to it aren't important anymore.. I won't bother to find out and i dun wanna know it either.. I've chosen not to blame, not to hate cause it's just making myself suffer in another way, plus it's pointless.. I am not gonna shed another tear, it's just not worth it.. I will leave the rest to time..
kawaii!;
11:41 PM
Thursday, October 29, 2009
多少個秋 多少個冬
我幾乎快要被治癒好
但還是會只因為一個重覆的話題
就無心自擾
也曾想過 若真遇見
我們應該如何是好
我想我還是會還站在某一個街角
不讓你看到
只因為我不想打擾
只因為怕你解釋不了
只因為現在你的眼睛裡
她比我還重要
我只好假裝我看不到
看不到你和她在對街擁抱
你的快樂 我可以感受得到
這樣的見面方式對誰都好
我只好假裝我聽不到
聽不到別人口中的她好不好
再不想問 也不想被通知到
反正你的世界我管不了
若不想問 若不想被通知到
就把祝福 留在街角
Another one of the song i got addicted to.. Love the tune n how the whole song goes.. (=
kawaii!;
11:14 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
2nd week of sch alr! Felt so no life last week.. Mon-Fri schooling, Fri and sat working.. Sunday met kehlim to study! haha.. but this also shows that im guai! Working agn this coming fri till 8.. Sianz.. Doubt tish wld be free for dinner, so shall eat on my own.. I hate tuesdays, require way to much attention and brain cells.. hopefully im not goin to fall aslp tmr(= gd nite ppl! (=
kawaii!;
11:02 PM
Thursday, October 22, 2009
School just started for 4days n im tired alr.. Guess what im still in hols mood n i reali cant adapt to slping earlier.. I have been slping way past 12 everyday even though there's classes at 8am.. I just cant help it.. haha.. guess this is the reason why im having headaches sometimes.. I am gonna try to slp earlier, i am.. haha.. besides headaches, gastric pain are nt letting me off as well.. haha..i guess is that i just dun feel hungry.. not that i dun eat on time.. but i dunno why too.. okay! no worries! im gonna take care of my health! Eat right, slp right! Everyone shld do that too.. I will try to slp earlier today! Gd nite ppl! (=
kawaii!;
11:04 PM
I've made a promise to myself n i am going to keep it.. I have thought it thru carefully, i know exactly what to do.. Yes.. It's to move on! I noe i will be able to do it.. Thanks for all the concerns! Love you guys! (=
kawaii!;
12:05 AM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
难过的左心房渐渐冷却
原来是晴天变成雨天
爱走了多远遗留在昨天
辛酸只能强忍住不被发现
还记得那天你穿的球鞋
你最宝贝的黑白相间
我们肩并肩走不到明天
终于我了解爱有期限
也许放开后我才学会
两颗心不一定到永远
口袋里还收藏着那些密语甜言当作纪念
手中握住了幸福画面美好的总还值得怀念
就算你离我越来越远
再看不见我的转变
我微笑着和你拥抱道别
却模糊了最后一句再见
I currently addicted to older songs.. haha..weird!
kawaii!;
12:24 AM
Friday, October 16, 2009
Wed was a long long day man! Ended at 10.30pm on that day.. So tired.. Luckily thurs started work at 1pm! Thurs is a meet up day man, morning with tish n aft work i met kehlim n chingfang.. Had dinner @ kopitiam then shopped @ forever21.. We gt a handband each since it comes in a bundle of 3.. Bussed home at ard 10plus! A normal meet up for breakfast or dinner is a really gd way to catch up with friends, we shld do it more often! haha..
TODAY- so called last day of work for this hols.. but actualli i might still go back n work on fridays since my sch end at 12pm.. This coming fri alr cfm going back le.. Supposed to be happy since i gt no work alr, but still feel like working once in a while.. Hopefully most of the fri they will need me.. Crap.. Sch's starting in 3 days time n im still not in the mood for it.. It's realli time to wake up alr jocelyn see!! haha..
kawaii!;
11:06 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
Updates updates!!
Yeah!! Managed to keep my promise of running at least once a week! haha..
Fri- Had major stomachache, cramps plus normal tummyache.. The combination of it all made me felt like im gonna faint due to the pain for the 1st time.. Luckily i managed to withstand it from rubbing some ointment.. haha.. Work started at 12 n ended at 8.. Off to celebrate my uncle's bdae aft that..
Sat- Work again from 8-12, quite short but i was damn slpy cos i slept v.late.. N my new tv arrive, do not have to wait for like 10 mins before i can watch or hear sound alr.. Met in the nite to celebrate jmon's bdae, but only tish sam n i cld make it.. Met sam 1st at tiong to print photo, n it was there whr my shoe broke! gt a new pair of heels which i reali like but the whole incident of shoe spoiling and buying shoe was just super pai seh.. sam will noe what i mean.. haha.. Gt the stuffs from tish n then started decorating n wrapping.. Anyway.. he was so unobservant.. we did so many things like secretly n he didnt realise.. Apology for being so last min but we alr gt the stuffs long ago, just didnt had the time to do it tgt..
Sun- Felt that the celebration yest was terrible so on sun night, we met at his house bus stop b4 heading to his house to give him a surprise.. We had to get pass this gate b4 reaching his house eventually, but we didnt hv the key or any way to get it.. But luckily at that time, a car came out n we managed to sneak it.. We seriously looked like some suspicious character la.. His house is on the 1st floor so we had to sneak slowly outside the window.. To get his attention, we threw pieces of ppr into his window.. The whole situation was so dumb but aft seeing his dumbfounded face, it was all worth it.. The sad thing is that we didnt manage to take photo of that classic look of his but at least we achieved our aim! haha..
Mon- Work from 10-6 agn.. Today was so sian.. I totally felt like i didnt slp the whole night yest although i did.. Yawn non stop in the day plus today was a v.quiet day at work, which make me feel like slping even more.. Chalet tmr, still contemplating if i shld go aft work, most likely i will though i noe im gonna be dead tired the next day.. Shall go slp now or else im gonna turn into a walking zombie soon..
Jia you Jocelyn See!!
kawaii!;
11:16 PM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Today's my first day back at work.. It was alrite as i have alr been thru it before, but there are things that have change so i hv to learn it all over agn! haha.. one gd thing is, the job is not as tedious as it used to be before, which is good news for me! End work at 6pm today, tot i will end at 8 initially but it's nvr a bad thing to get off earlier.. Working tmr agn till 8pm.. Seems so no life right but at least i wun be working for very very long.. so i guess it will be okay! haha.. dun exactly noe my schedule yet except for sat half day n wed till 10pm.. Argh.. Wed's gonna be a long day)= HANG IN THERE JOCELYN SEE!! Gambatte everyone!!
kawaii!;
10:33 PM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
开心或不开心,地球还是会转,日子还是要过。为什么要让自己那么辛苦呢?我会学习用微笑面对一切,快快乐乐的度过每一天。
kawaii!;
11:43 PM
Thursday, October 01, 2009
to be exact, this feeling already came since three weeks ago from wed.. so i guess i have so called get used to it.. but actually there's this subconscious part which wld act up at times.. but i guess u're really better now.. like what we have talk about, better w/o me.. but whatever it is, all that happens wld always remain as our memories..
rest assure, i will nvr force things back till how they were.. i knew exactly that things arent possible anymore the moment u got out of that door.. ur mind n mine was set, right at that very moment.. all i noe is: strangers is not what i want at all..
kawaii!;
12:54 AM