Saturday, December 31, 2011
Today's the last day of the year 2011!
Let me do a brief review about the year..
Definitely, It has been an eventful year.. Began the yr with final phase of poly life, then comes graduation.. Had my share of a long holidays.. Following which, I'm now majoring in a degree in accounting n finance.. Moving on from a phase of life to another is definitely a joy in my life..
Apart from this, I was actually quite unhappy 1/2 months back due to some family matter.. Couldn't really tell anyone, but I did let it out.. Am really thankful for my family who braved it thru tgt n also those who have actually consoled n cheered me up.. Really hope things will turn for the better in the year to come..
I really hope I will find a solution to the problem that has been bothering me the past mths or so.. Be it a good or bad outcome, I will learn to accept it n give my blessings to whatever may happen..
Another incident has also make me reflect on the importance of treasuring the people ard me.. Although I can't do much to help that friend of mine, but I really hope that everything will be well for her :D hurts us all to see her this way.. Hope you get well soon my dear! :D
Last but not the least, I'm really really thankful for my family, dearest besties n my beloved friends who made my 2011 so fulfilling! I love you all! N will definitely treasure all of u even more in the yrs to come! <3
Nts: Live life with no regrets!
WISHING ALL OF U A EVEN BETTER YEAR AHEAD! ~HAPPY 2012!~
kawaii!;
1:14 AM
Friday, December 30, 2011
Whenever I hear these 4 words: 我無所謂, I will think of this song! Damn old school, but it's catchy n nice! Enjoyyyy! :D
天天都有落葉 特別是今夜
當沙沙的風吹 每一片葉 掉一滴淚
夜夜有人心碎 他們相信誰
當愛被解了約 作何感覺
莫非無尤也無悔 依舊癡癡收藏落葉
傻的心 傻到哭 也流不出淚
我無所謂 我冷若冰 淡若水
我不為夢 留一點空 侵掠我緊閉心扉
當感情是唯一解不開的結 而人 愛聽誰傷了誰
我願是風中 飄然輕落的葉
我無所謂 我傷過心 掉過淚
我只在乎 愛本無罪 何苦要陷入重圍
當世界被感情蒙上一層灰 而我 寧願是最後的落葉
kawaii!;
1:50 AM
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
李玟- 往日情
讓我慢慢忘記你 像朝露蒸發陽光底
乾乾淨淨的心情從此 不再背負思念荊棘
記憶 它屬於生命
誰 能輕易抹去 我 只能全部都藏匿
腦海裡 全是過往情景 我該如何整理真教人力不從心
這份情感如何還給你
誰 能夠代替你
我 畢竟已付出真情
讓我慢慢忘記你 像朝露蒸發陽光底
乾乾淨淨的心情從此 不再背負思念荊棘
記憶 它屬於生命
誰 能輕易抹去 我 只能全部都藏匿
腦海裡 全是過往情景 我該如何整理真教人力不從心
這份情感如何還給你
誰 能夠代替你
我 畢竟已付出真情
為什麼 世界好不公平
先讓我們相遇 又經歷太多風雨
午夜夢裡 常常回到往昔
夢醒難忍傷心 因為當時有你
kawaii!;
11:34 PM
还是要幸福
不確定就別親吻 感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍
你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束
還我鑰匙的備份 我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
你如果很幸福 半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了 容身之處 我也 能有 最純粹的孤獨
kawaii!;
12:09 AM
Monday, December 26, 2011
Haha I seriously tot probably no one or maybe only one/two wld chance upon this.. But oh well, I got a shock when my friend actually texted me aft reading my blog.. Was literally in a state of shock.. Haha but I'm pretty sure about what I'm gonna do alrdy after yest.. So no worries people! :D
kawaii!;
10:46 AM
Sunday, December 25, 2011
24th Dec: Had fun at fang's house yest! Playing a game called "kings" if I didn't rmb wrongly.. was quite interesting.. Lols! Had our dinner using gongcha's straw as chopsticks! N then Xmas gift exchange n log cake after which.. Left ard 2 plus am.. Pretty enjoyable Xmas spent! :D
25th Dec: Heading out with Sec sch clique +hmbb later to minds cafe then high tea! Another gift exchange happening later! Nevertheless, hope everyone have a joyous Christmas, n simply enjoy the holidays! :D
Sidetrack: Otw back home, I was so tempted to ask a question.. But didn't in the end.. Guess I will not even think bout asking anymore..Can't let anything bad happen before the deadline.. What supposed to come, will come.. But if it isn't meant to be, all I can do is pick myself up n move on.. It's never easy to do so, but if knowing that it is only my wishful thinking n this is getting no where, what's the point of holding on? Getting ready to say bye, but definitely with a smile! (:
kawaii!;
10:57 AM
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Dunno why, but am suddenly reminded of this song..
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
只能陪你到这里
毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情
远方就要下雨的风景
到底该不该哭泣
想太多是我还想你
我很不服气 也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽 停在这里
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进 何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽 停在这里
Quote:
-"你知道没有可能,但又舍不得放手"
-"暧昧是有进一步的冲动,却没有进一步的勇气"
kawaii!;
1:29 AM
Monday, December 19, 2011
I am pretty sure that whatever's happening now is getting me no where.. Im also pretty sure that I'm the only one holding on to it now at this point of time, totally one sided..
But it's always easier said than done.. I have to drift apart, move away from this situation, but I really need time to do so.. It's just not easy to do so, 我是个人, 我的心是肉做的啊.. There are bound to be a tinge of feelings still lingering here n there.. I need some time from now on to reflect, think thru and eventually, move on..
A month from now will be the time that I am gonna walk away, quietly n slowly..
The following para of song really depicts what I'm kinda in now..
想要放 放不掉
泪在飘
你看看 你看看不到
我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到
说了再见
才发现再也见不到...
kawaii!;
1:33 AM