Sunday, January 15, 2012
Past tense, present tense n future tense.. Don't worry, i know exactly where I stand.. I'm glad yest went quite smoothly although maybe there was some moments of unhappiness.. But it turned out pretty well, n tgt with the rest, we've really tried our best(:
Hopefully my emotions yest wasn't that obvious for others to notice.. Alrdy tried hard to suppress esp coming to the end of the whole thing.. Would probably ended up breaking down if not for Sam accompanying me to walk away.. Honestly, it was too much for me to take.. I just don't feel comfortable, not needed n totally just a hindrance.. Oh well, maybe I'm too sensitive, but I guess I've alrdy reached my limits..
Really have to thank Samantha n Wen Li for being by my side the whole time yest or else I really dunno what wld have happened to me.. Thanks for listening to me the whole time from that place, till on the cab n then to ur house.. N ching fang too, though u didn't know what to do to help, but I really appreciate ur concern(:
I really broke down after which, letting it all out at the end of the entire thing.. I believe I've done all that is need to be done, a proper closure.. Time to close this chapter n move on to the next chapter of my life.. it's really time for me to walk off.. 07/07/12 the day(:
不想再这样子了,我累了,必须走了..
kawaii!;
10:47 AM
Monday, January 09, 2012
Haha with the help of fang, I've set a deadline for myself.. 7th July! But I kinda think 6mths is too long.. But then again, it's not as easy as I think it is.. So perhaps, it wld be just right.. Beginning in 5 days time(: jiayou Jocelyn see!
kawaii!;
10:05 AM
Yay Me.
Jocelyn~.
[loves]pooh bear love.
heart shapes.
Sami
Tish.
wenLI.
jmon.
studyin chem.
easily hurt.
wishes she won't tink so much as it causes her pain.
being carefree
[abhors] UNDESIRBLE NO.1
hotmail/msn
gmail
yahoo
Wishing Tree
clothes.
shoes esp heels.
making more friends.
friendship among e 4 of us wil maintain!
wish that promises will always be kept.
wish i wun get hurt
This blog
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i've to thks sammi n wenli for helpin mi wif this blog.. thks darlins!! (=.