Monday, October 15, 2012
Had driving today.. am not exactly very new to it nor did i learn for very long la.. but i still have some issues with the clutch n breaking.. another point is that i get nervous when turning right at those major road junctions.. arghhhh! Feel so demoralised after today's lesson! ): i know i need to buck up n practice more but i just cant seem to brighten myself up! Can anybody please cheer me up? Sighs! )):
kawaii!;
1:26 PM
Sunday, September 23, 2012
Been almost 6mths since I last blogged! Update from the prev post..
Done with finals @ ard may n took a 1mth break b4 settling down for an accounts job.. I swear finding job really ain't easy nowdays.. initially really felt damn sianz cos like very hard to break the ice cos I'm like new there.. but as time goes by, realised most of them are really friendly ppl! Got to know quite a few gd friends over there, ard my age de.. so I feel actually quite sad when I had to leave cos sch's starting.. oh well, but天下无不散之宴席mah!
Results came out in mid Aug n I'm really glad that I managed to pass all the mods.. the feeling of uncertainty is really horrid.. n uol exams really is no joke de.. 100% solely based on that 1 paper.. 真的是生与死都看它了.. n it's only in uni that i realised it's either 1 do very well in uni or just grad with a degree..
Done with a year le n another 1 to go before i either go for further studies/ step into the society.. all seems to be going too soon! N it's alrdy the 2nd week ever since sch started.. i half hope that time will pass faster cos my beloved b is on detachment to wallaby for almost 11 weeks! But i also don't want exams to come so soon! filled with conflict! Haha..
From this point onwards, pls pardon if there's any mushy stuffs.. Talking about B.. it's only the 2nd week that's he has been away.. miss miss miss him so much! N cos of the 2 hrs difference, it's harder for us to communicate much sometimes.. when im still sleeping, he's awake.. i eating breakfast he eating lunch n i havent sleep, he sleep liao.. haha.. n as his main crew all came, he's even more busy now! Haha but i'm happy that B's making alot of effort to text/ call me whenever he's free! :D hehe hope like what ppl says, distance makes the heart grow fonder! n our relationship will grow stronger! <3 p="p">
Alright! Time to sleep le! Oh.. did i mention? First driving lesson tmr! Anxious & nervous! Hopefully it will be better than i think! :D goodnight people! :D
kawaii!;
6:43 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
Have been almost 2 months since I last blogged! Had been busy mugging for the past months or so for prelims n that will be my routine till the end of finals which is in may! Can't wait to regain freedom by then! Seriously, alrdy had the stress during prelims, can't imagine the amt of stress I wld undergo as finals creeps nearer): nevertheless, I will try my very best!
On a side note, things have been going pretty well for the month plus or so ever since we got back tgt.. Guess we both have matured n are more certain of what we really want now.. May it continue to remain this way <3 oh ya, n I finally had the courage to bring it up to my family n glad they are getting along well too.. Got rid of my 心头大石 le! Hurray! :D
Meanwhile, all I can think of now is to work hard for my finals! Looking forward to the mid of may where freedom will once again be regained! :D
kawaii!;
12:27 AM
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Past tense, present tense n future tense.. Don't worry, i know exactly where I stand.. I'm glad yest went quite smoothly although maybe there was some moments of unhappiness.. But it turned out pretty well, n tgt with the rest, we've really tried our best(:
Hopefully my emotions yest wasn't that obvious for others to notice.. Alrdy tried hard to suppress esp coming to the end of the whole thing.. Would probably ended up breaking down if not for Sam accompanying me to walk away.. Honestly, it was too much for me to take.. I just don't feel comfortable, not needed n totally just a hindrance.. Oh well, maybe I'm too sensitive, but I guess I've alrdy reached my limits..
Really have to thank Samantha n Wen Li for being by my side the whole time yest or else I really dunno what wld have happened to me.. Thanks for listening to me the whole time from that place, till on the cab n then to ur house.. N ching fang too, though u didn't know what to do to help, but I really appreciate ur concern(:
I really broke down after which, letting it all out at the end of the entire thing.. I believe I've done all that is need to be done, a proper closure.. Time to close this chapter n move on to the next chapter of my life.. it's really time for me to walk off.. 07/07/12 the day(:
不想再这样子了,我累了,必须走了..
kawaii!;
10:47 AM
Monday, January 09, 2012
Haha with the help of fang, I've set a deadline for myself.. 7th July! But I kinda think 6mths is too long.. But then again, it's not as easy as I think it is.. So perhaps, it wld be just right.. Beginning in 5 days time(: jiayou Jocelyn see!
kawaii!;
10:05 AM
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Today's the last day of the year 2011!
Let me do a brief review about the year..
Definitely, It has been an eventful year.. Began the yr with final phase of poly life, then comes graduation.. Had my share of a long holidays.. Following which, I'm now majoring in a degree in accounting n finance.. Moving on from a phase of life to another is definitely a joy in my life..
Apart from this, I was actually quite unhappy 1/2 months back due to some family matter.. Couldn't really tell anyone, but I did let it out.. Am really thankful for my family who braved it thru tgt n also those who have actually consoled n cheered me up.. Really hope things will turn for the better in the year to come..
I really hope I will find a solution to the problem that has been bothering me the past mths or so.. Be it a good or bad outcome, I will learn to accept it n give my blessings to whatever may happen..
Another incident has also make me reflect on the importance of treasuring the people ard me.. Although I can't do much to help that friend of mine, but I really hope that everything will be well for her :D hurts us all to see her this way.. Hope you get well soon my dear! :D
Last but not the least, I'm really really thankful for my family, dearest besties n my beloved friends who made my 2011 so fulfilling! I love you all! N will definitely treasure all of u even more in the yrs to come! <3
Nts: Live life with no regrets!
WISHING ALL OF U A EVEN BETTER YEAR AHEAD! ~HAPPY 2012!~
kawaii!;
1:14 AM
Friday, December 30, 2011
Whenever I hear these 4 words: 我無所謂, I will think of this song! Damn old school, but it's catchy n nice! Enjoyyyy! :D
天天都有落葉 特別是今夜
當沙沙的風吹 每一片葉 掉一滴淚
夜夜有人心碎 他們相信誰
當愛被解了約 作何感覺
莫非無尤也無悔 依舊癡癡收藏落葉
傻的心 傻到哭 也流不出淚
我無所謂 我冷若冰 淡若水
我不為夢 留一點空 侵掠我緊閉心扉
當感情是唯一解不開的結 而人 愛聽誰傷了誰
我願是風中 飄然輕落的葉
我無所謂 我傷過心 掉過淚
我只在乎 愛本無罪 何苦要陷入重圍
當世界被感情蒙上一層灰 而我 寧願是最後的落葉
kawaii!;
1:50 AM
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